whether we believe or not, we all hear about the year of 2012 that we will all ascend or Earth will shift, via either or all aspects of Mayan calender, astrology, new age, metaphysics, native Indians prophecy or a pole shift, etc ... and it seems we are here for the great event for a soul experience or a spiritual observation & expansion, ... that something very unique, even as a universe, I hear, we are experiencing. ... somewhere in our souls, we feel the profound acknowledgment "we finally have come this far" ...
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I was born as a first child in my family, I have two younger sisters & a brother the youngest. my both parents are also the first children of seven children of their families ... so that I was the first child in the entire relatives. my both parents of course grew up in the practice of old traditions although I am sure they were modern in their own generation. ... older generations in Japan have the particular expectations to children's behavior, and the expectation is even greater on the first child. like I said, my both parents were also the first children so they did know what the expectations were, and that was simply passed on me. ... the practice was simple, the oldest child in the family has to be in certain behavior, such as to be observing, caring, watching over younger & elderly people, obedience, etc, ... simply to be "a good girl". ... I was very reserved & quiet ... I don't have many pictures of myself smiling at all when I was home ... I remember I was shocked when I realized about it looking at my sisters & brother's photo albums, theirs were so different ... this is my old writing but decided to post on Earth Day under the ocean, there is no rule but moral, ... and there is the freedom yet responsibility, we just do our parts ... we all benefit from each other by living and dying. I would like to dedicate this story to honor our planet for Earth Day (April 22nd in the U.S.) I am not going to claim this is a true story or based on true facts ... this is simply how I feel & see ... about a history of Earth it's been snowing heavily and lightly, just non stop in where I live ... that many trees can't hold the weigh of snow on them and collapse on houses and on the power lines which cause us no power at home.
Drumming That Evokes True (re)Source dedicated to Ame no Uzume the painting above ... it came from my great admiration to one of Shinto Gods, Ame no Uzume. Shinto (神道 - way of God/gods) is believed as a religion of Japan by many but I don't really think Shinto is a religion. it is believed & worshiped as the Origin of Japan ( or even a world ) in Japan that there is no founder of Shinto. the basic of teaching of Shinto seems similar to Native Indians', like seeing a god in every breath ... like a mountain, river, rock, stone, breeze, wind, air, water, sea, flower, so on. ... if you go to Japan, you will see those Torii, shime nawa, jizou, (jizou is more likely Buddhism) etc, to worship the spirit (god) in the area or the element. posted on my blogspot in Dec 2009 it was a several weeks ago that my son was having a cold ... I had wondered if I would catch it, it usually happens when he is getting over his cold, ... and I was very ill a few years ago which has taken a long time to heal ... that was also another concern if I have become well enough ... nonetheless ... I was alright that I did not catch a cold from my son. W A T E R this planet is also said to be a water planet. water is the only substance that can go through a whole body even a brain....
posted on my blogspot in Oct 2009
a story of my childbirth during my pregnancy, I had planned where to give birth to my child. I wanted to give birth outside somewhere in nature. some friends had offered some & their places but I after all decided to have the birthing ritual at the back yard of the father's of my child where seemed pretty much in wilderness yet still convenient ... I was creating the place with a canopy with beautiful sheer fabrics and saris, wind chimes and candles & all, and was supposed to be water birth ... and the father of my (our) child was building a sweet pond next to the birthing place ... where I could hear the gentle little water fountain ...
posted on my blogspot in Aug 2009
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