Dear Tim Burton

a wish for my story, Abandoned Dragon Falling Children,
​that needs to be made into a movie ...

I had written the story below quite a while ago
based on my past-lives recalls, which had taken me into so many lifetimes, however, shortened into a fairy tale.
a story of a boy & a girl who incarnated into a dragon & a mermaid in order to save our planet Earth, 
please, take a moment to read & feel through ...



Abandoned Dragon Falling Children
by mermaid sutra


[1]
once upon a time,
there was a boy
who was very kind
and sweet.
[2]
he was
a very humble gentle spirit
who could never
have hurt anyone
but helped others
[3]
but there were those times
when people were
much aggressive
and fearful of each other, 
deceiving, stealing, attacking
were just common events
of everyday life
[4]
he was still
one of the rare ones
who was considerate
but people around him
did not like
how thoughtful he was
[5]
and they were
always mean to him
and picking on him and bullying him
verbally and even physically

the abuse continued
for many life times
[6]
one life time,
he was serving at
a party on a boat
where he met a sweet girl

but the party was
for her engagement
with her fiancé
which was arranged
by their parents
[7]
during the party
something happened

a few people on the boat
were knocked down
to the ocean

the boy immediately
jumped into the ocean
to save those people
[8]
the girl was very concerned
about the boy
and her fiancé was
not happy about it

especially he was
a very jealous man
[9]
and he had witnessed
for a few times
through the party

it was silent
yet affectionate exchanges
between the boy and the girl
[10]
as the boy had saved
all of the people
and tried to pull himself up
to the deck of the boat

the fiancé pushed the boy
back down to the ocean
and
jumped down to the ocean
to start fighting
against the boy
[11]
the boy did not fight back
however, at some point
the boy pushed
the girl's fiancé away
and whispered good bye
to the girl on the deck
as if surrendering
to sink down in the ocean
[12]
everyone witnessed
that it was the boy's own will

the girl screamed
[13]
many years passed
the girl had
broken the engagement
and had grown older

and
she was finally able to
go back to the ocean
where she was afraid of
going back to
[14]
the ocean ...
would have reminded her
of the death of the boy

because of the memory
 ... she was not able to
visit the ocean
for a long time
[15]
but ... somehow
it made her feel good instead

she began to
visit the beach
everyday and one day
she noticed
something was jumping
on the surface of the ocean
[16]
it did not look like
a fish or a dolphin ...

but looked rather like
a serpent or a sea horse

and she began to see it
every time she was out
to the ocean
   
[17]
since no one
seemed to notice
she was not able to know
what it really was
[18]
time had come to
a warmer season
she decided
to go into the ocean
to have a closer look
on the "it"
[19]
as she got into the ocean
the creature also began to
come closer to her

she got scared
and ran back to the shore
the creature stopped
where it was
yet still tried to
approach her
[20]
the creature eventually
came to the shore
and they looked
each other into their eyes
in a distance

it was like a big snake
or rather like a long lizard
yet about her size
or even bigger
[21]
however,
something very gentle
about the creature
she was seeing
within the creature's eyes

she was reaching out
to the creature
and gently caressing him
for a long time

the creature's skin was so tender
[22]
after
that day
she went
to the ocean
everyday


and
spent the entire day
in the water
until she realized
she was just exhausted
[23]
after many years passed
she had grown pretty old
and the creature had become
bigger and longer
it looked really
a dragon of a sea

somehow
no one really had witnessed
them together ...
[24]
one day
she was overwhelmed
with exhaustion

and the dragon decided
to pull her down
into ocean ...

her life was ended
in that moment
[25]
the dragon was alone
for a while
after the girl was gone

one day
he saw a new comer
into his territory

his territory was
much bigger than ever
[26]
the new comer was
one of the species
which shaped close to
a dolphin or a dugong
with seaweed hair like
on their heads

so humans called
the species
the mermaid
[27]
they immediately
recognized each other
and were very happy
to be together

they explored
the freedom of
the vast universe
of the ocean
together
[28]
the mermaid followed
wherever the dragon went
but it was hard for her
to go deeper

although the dragon tried
to assist her

  
[29]
the dragon was
able to go deeper
as he grew bigger

despite the effort
of the mermaid
she was not
able to go deeper
[30]
they had gone
as far as they could
and had known
some areas were
very difficult
for them to swim through

and also had begun
to realize
the difficulty was
becoming greater
[31]
they could see
the toxins dumped
by the humans
were polluting
the ocean
[32]
and the water came
from the rivers
had also brought the stories

the water held
so many images
of what was happening
on the land
and rushed into the ocean
[33]
terrible terrible stories
one after another ...

killing and polluting
each other
on the land
which were much worse
than in the ocean
[34]
they felt the urge
they must stop
whatever
humans were doing
to cause the sickness
to their universe
of the ocean
[35]
they tried so much
but never succeeded
for what they wished for

they either had gotten
themselves in the dangers
to be caught by humans
or had ended humans' lives
[36]
as humans saw
the dragon
humans were
just panicking
and jumping
into the ocean to death
and just believed
that the dragon was trying
to kill them
[37]
the dragon even had tried
to save humans
back from the ocean
to the deck of
their boats and ships
[38]
but humans just did not
understand the heart
of the dragon
[39]
they were very unhappy
and frustrated
whatever they tried
did not help
but made them feel worse
ending humans' lives
in the ocean

the mermaid was
very depressed
[40]
one day
the dragon decided
to take the mermaid
to a special place

in order to
cheer her up
[41]
the dragon asked her
to be inside his mouth
as they had to go deeper

being inside
the mouth of the dragon
could have protected her
from the pressure
of the depth of the ocean
[42]
she was still feeling
the pressure
but also knew
she was safe
she trusted the dragon
[43]
as they had gone deeper
she started feeling
some light
and warmth of outside
while being inside
the mouth of the dragon
[44]
the dragon stopped
after the long journey
and told telepathically
to the mermaid
they had arrived
the special place
[45]
the dragon slowly
opened his mouth
just for the mermaid
to peek outside
[46]
it was great amount
of warmth
as if flaming fire
in the water

she felt surrounded
by the vast amount of love
of giving and nurturing
[47]
her heart began to heal
immediately
and she had regained
her strength back
[48]
... however
as they stayed a bit longer
the mermaid began to
see and feel more
within such love

there was the wound
that was hurting greatly
[49]
the dragon telepathically
and immediately
responded to
the mermaid's thought
[50]
"... yes
it is the core
of the heart
of our Earth"
[51]
... as the dragon was
finishing his thoughts
the mermaid cried
and
asked the dragon to
open his mouth a bit more
so that she could
see better the view
[52]
as he opened a bit more
and as she saw the view
she foresaw
her soul purpose
in the next life time
[53]
the dragon tried
to close his mouth
as soon as
he read her thought

but he couldn't
[54]
because he would have
crashed the mermaid
who was
already half way out

she felt the need
to end the life time
as she saw the view
[55]
as the dragon hesitated
the mermaid slipped away
from his mouth
to throw herself
into the flame of the light
[56]
" sorry, I have to do this
I end this life here now
I will be a human
and take this message
with my soul to humans
for our Earth
hope to see you there ! "
[57]
the dragon was
receiving the message
from the mermaid
while she was
being sucked into
the flame of the light
[58]
he was feeling
an incredible amount of regret
that he had taken her there

but the dragon didn't follow her
[59]
his soul had the determination
not to be a human again
as he had ended
his last human life time
in his previous life

that he stayed in the ocean
long after she was gone
[60]
after the mermaid was gone
he still had tried
the same ways
to stop humans
from hurting the Earth
[61]
his frustration grew
and
even from anger
to hatred
[62]
and the blame of his idea
of taking the mermaid
to the core had turned toward humans

  
[63]
"it's all humans
that's been causing
all the misery
of this planet !!!"
[64]
his purpose of coming to
surface of the ocean was
not for bringing the message
to humans anymore
it had become simply
for the revenge
to hurt humans
[65] 
he did not care
if he would have ended
humans' lives
his heart had become
much more violent

and humans had called him
a monster of the sea
[66]
his anger had
reached the peak
he was not only aggressive
to humans but
even to his own friends
[67]
he was totally alone
and
his heart was
completely turned into
...  the evil one
[68]
he lived
for centuries
though he could have
lived longer
[69]
because
the pollution
in the ocean
had gone
too much
he was no longer
able to breathe
[70]
... and great amount
of his anger
and sorrow
also had contributed
in deteriorating
his life
[71]
one day
he went to
the heart of Earth

throwing himself
into the core
and ended the life
of his misery there

 

  ... to be continued, ...


please,
looking forward
to the movies !

the story I share here is rather personal
Learning from movies 
​
the story Abandoned  Dragon  Falling Children slowly began to come to me when I met this person whose music was so stunning and beautiful, somehow I recognized, "I know this music!".  I was just so attracted to his music and as I began to spend sometime with this musician, this untold-story-by-anyone began to unfold within me. there was one of my dear friends, Tony, who ... was, in fact, he passed :(  ... in the general term ... a psychic to see past lives and more, and who had encouraged me to go within.

I wondered why I was attracted to this person so strongly,  like magnet.  ... don't get me wrong, I did not chase him :)  the first time when I met this musician, I actually  saw  the  vision  or  image-like  right  in  front  of  me  unfolding  something  like  two dots where we stood  in  the distance in the room  which  the dots as me  and  him coming to each other  to  draw  and  become  a  line  then  the  line  started  spinning  as  if  to  create  a  vortex and disappeared ... while we in fact found each other in the crowd in a big ballroom. I immediately began wanting to know more about us and what this, the fact that we encountered each other, really meant, ... which was even on August 8th 1998 ... 8.8.8 ... might have been even 8pm, yes, it was a night time :D

the story began  to  unfold within me by bit pieces here and there, like jigsaw puzzles, and the more pieces I received the clearer the story  and  the  message  had  become and made sense.  I am sure there are more pieces I should pursue  but I kind of stopped searching the further story or in more details as I see the message within the story clear enough.  ... and a few years later I decided to put the story into visual to share with others.

when I finished creating the little slide show,  I  began  to  wish  more ... the story to become a movie, the story to reach a greater scale.  I  wished  blindly  just  "someone"  to be interested in making the movie  with  my story,  I  did  not  care  much  but  "up to the Universe".  but  I  was  still  bothered by something within me that I should be certain for my wishes, and this story is very important for the whole life on Earth. so I began to look into bit deeper within when ever I watched movies.

​there are a few film directors I really like and one of them is Tim Burton, I always enjoy his films.  since  the  Edward Scissorhands,  since  the  Pee Wee's Big Adventure,  since  the  Corpse Bride,  since  the  Big Fish . . . everytime I watch his film,  I become a fan of his work.  I don't mean that I ever  stop  being  a  fan  of  his  film,  though :) 
I, however, just thought his world might be a bit too quirky so that I left my wish of making a film with Tim Burton behind for a while. ... but the thought continued to bother me as if "whispering really loud" into my ear or mind "Tim Burton, Tim Burton" . and  since then I began to (re)watch  his movies, and I also began to paparazzo :) chasing after Tim Burton  on  YouTube  to  get  to  know  about  him  better :)  the more I saw him and his films, the greater I was convinced that  he is the one for my story.  yes,  his films seem to present more the dark side yet now I can see that he is much less judgmental about life. he accepts the world of the dark side of human behaviors and emotions, and sees the humor... the joy and laughter within the dark side, and presents our human world as a whole ... yes, this is the world we live in, within the free will zone ! ... so the life itself at the soul level must be the treasure no matter what. 

I always enjoy watching movies.  but there was the period of time that I felt a bit critical about the movie business, especially the Hollywood business. "if there are such money to damp into in order to create a film and succeed the business,  how  much  of  the  money  could  be taking care of the issues on this planet ??? "  ... as an artist and still to-be,  I  enjoy  watching  special  features very much.  many of them  really  inspire me to  be  creative  and  to dig  deep  and  deeper. they focus on their visions for their  manifestations  with their total concentration  and  devotion. their energy are focused on  and  poured into their art and creativity. I had begun to realize, ... "it is not about criticizing what  and  how much those film makers  spend  their money on.  it is  simply  about the manifestation  of  our conceptions,  the creativity.  which  is  what  we  all must be here for. being playful and having fun with our own creative minds.  life is not about focusing on saving others. (though, that is also very much needed at this very moment of the human history on Earth.)  it must be  about  encouraging  to  create  the  environment  where  inspires and  supports our  creativity and the potentials !"   ... yes,  movies  can  easily  mislead  us, especially children.  but the fact is  not the movies to blame for all.  if  we  provide  and  create  the  environment  that children learn the  differences  between  real  and  fantasy,  the moral,  movies could never mislead the younger generations  but  simply inspire  and  evoke innocent creativity  within the power of their potentials instead. and watching movies can provide us the emotional experience as the emotional exercises, in where we might never experience in reality. exercising emotions is a must for a life/soul.

I am laying this  personal  wish  here in  order  for  my  wish  to reach Tim Burton whom I respect not only as a  great  visionary  artist  but also the quality of his sincere frank personality who can simply show his  respect  and gratitude  to others' creativity and talents, and who is also a great observer of the  wholeness  of  human  dramas where the humor dwells ... and who can just remain and accept to be a vulnerable human being. his humor not as to make fun of but to embrace the simple joy  and  laughter in human relations/dramas which is enlightening after all.  
whether he is conscious or not, or even if he ever cares,  that he is such a teacher of this spiritual world on Earth ! I trust that his physical eyes  and visionary eyes within will take my story into the real creation that holds the message to all. especially,  since  I  am  hoping  this story to be spectacular using in animation and real people both yet to represent as an art.  as  the same virgo-sun as his ... I love the crispiness within his works.
my story " Abandoned Dragon Falling Children " is on YouTube  and which also will have the further story.  the dragon will have to become a human  in  order  to  heal  his own soul,  others,  and the planet, he will become a musician  in order to communicate with majority ... more story ?  please, looking forward to it,  I wish to  unfold  the story  with  Tim Burton :)  the title  Abandoned Dragon Falling Children is come from a Japanese word  for  seahorses, 龍のおとし子 ( ta tzu no o to shi go ) which  actually  nothing  to  do  with  sea  +  horses in Japanese but  means the children of a dragon and also holds sacredness within children who fall from God's place. 


*
my vision of who to be the Dragon is ... Jason Schwartzman.

**
this is a great story and Tim Burton will recognize the great potential that will find himself with great interest and passion, and will enjoy directing to be a movie. however, it is just Part One. there will be Part 2 (story based on this lifetime), and then Part 3 which to expand our consciousness even further since I do hope as my stories become movies that to contribute to expand our consciousness & understanding of what we really are. 

as I have the vision I wish to manifest the supports in order to contribute for the refinement of our world, I wish to have the financial supports... but instead of waiting for someone to show up to support me financially, which will be more than great ... but
I wish to create the support on my own with my own creativity just because my vision is to support creativity within any human, animal, & plant.

we are all artists, include Earth ... it will be more than wonderful if my creativity will be supporting others' creativity.



I thank Tony very much for being there for this soul journey to unfold,
and the father of my son, Scott Huckabay
as a co-creator of the beautiful journey in the past and as the reminder in this life time.




♥

c o n t a c t  :  o c e a n . s a n g . i n . s p a c e  ( a t ) g m a i l d o t c o m 

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go to this link : youtube.com/user/mermaidsutra